First musing

First musings tend to be a bit.....difficult, pretentious, even disturbing. My hope is that none of this is the case. Currently, I am in the process of discovering my life and what I want to do with it; or, rather, what I was really put on this lovely Earth to do. What is it I want to do when I grow up? I have trouble narrowing it down to just one thing. I want to.....Love and be loved, i want to garden and grow things, I want to explore more of God's creation. Is that asking too much? I think not!